You know…demonizing me to cover your own behaviour is kind of understandable but you really never knew me it seems. I may not be the easiest person to understand and I sometimes do massive emotional destruction to myself and those around me but I would have stood by you through much worse than the tide that turned you back to land.
We found ourselves in a very awkward place and it made me just as uncomfortable as it did you. The difference is that you decided a half truth with a twist of the blame would set you up to play the good person…”If you say anything I will deny it and blame you.” I believe that was the exact quote at the time.
I’m just crazy though so no one would believe me right?
I talk to someone a lot more than anyone of you knows and just because I don’t feel the need to broadcast it doesn’t mean it isn’t true. I am just keeping certain things to myself from now on. BUt just know that it all comes around and I really do miss you some days.