My life is in free fall at the moment. Some of my friends have noticed that I’ve distanced and secluded again which is what I do when I don’t have the stones to stare directly at what is pulling me down. Lights stay off and phones don’t ring. Work is on thin ice, my car was impounded yesterday and tomorrow would be my wedding anniversary if my wife hadn’t left me. So…to any that were wondering how I am doing I would just have to answer…not so good.