So I’ll just let it go, or try to. Nothing I can do to control this anyway. If someone wants to run they are going to run and you can’t try to hold them. The ugliness and pain of this last few months isn’t doing either of us any good so I will simply step away and put hope on a shelf. This was supposed to be forever and this was supposed to be our lives starting but instead it’s been torn apart. Worst part is that we are the ones that did all the damage. No outside factors to blame…just us. We always said nothing could tear us apart and we were right. Nothing except for us.