I’ve been hesitant to write anything here lately because I just don’t want the things going on in my life to be public. Some things are pretty well known in certain circles already so why add to it? Pen and paper have been getting the majority of it but that’s just to keep track of the patterns and for me to re-trace my steps later. Even as I’m typing I am trying to be careful what I say. Trying to find my way again I guess…it’s been difficult recently but I’ll manage. I sort of have to.