Found my way to the place I hate to be again. Teeth grit and temper flaring. Did she have to throw that in my fucking face? The words that come to mind are not the kind I will share here but if something were to snap it did last night. I almost made the dark again and it would have fallen on square shoulders. Thanks to the friends that saw me through it…I was on a mission and self destruct had more than a little to do with it.

Cut me again…it’s starting to feel right.

Just know that some people want to see me succeed. I may not be among them but I will wait to see the point.

26 thoughts on “Rampant

  1. I don’t fully understand the situation, but perhaps this person you should stop trying with? Stop on every level with her? Sometimes you can’t change peoples views and it’s best to just move along and start new.

  2. I know, I saw it on your face and it scared me. I’m sorry, Pumpkin. I’d give you the world on a platter if I knew how to make it fit.

      1. why are you doing this to yourself again…. listening to people talk shit who don’t see how amazing you are… maybe you should re-read your 1/21 post… and the messages?? Listen to them again!<3

          1. You know as well as I do that it’s sometimes not so easy. I am just experiencing the last bits of something that died a long time ago.

  3. love ya honey. and you know this. im here for you no matter what it is you need. like i have said before, i have all the confidence in you. i just wish you had it in yourself as well. you are an amazing person and dont need to let shit like this get you down. i will be up there soon and all will be good.

  4. hope you are doing better. you know how to get in touch with me if you ever need a friend. sorry i wasn’t there for you last night, i was a little “distracted”. still interested in Sat?

  5. Hi Vaughn… just wanted to say hi, and send you a ::HUG:: and, well… I’m sorry that you are having to deal with whoever, whatever it is that makes you feel this way. I know we don’t know each other too well.. but for what it’s worth, I enjoy seeing you around and stuff.. (-: yeah.. now that i have totally stuck myself out here, I’m gonna run back to my silent corner.. one more quick hug (-: ~Nothing~

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